and there she is.

I knew it would happen eventually. I've finally met her. It was just on friday. She was so amazing, my heart almost fell out of my chest when I saw her. I was just speechless. Literelly. I couldn't say anything.

she's so different. she doesn't act like anyone else (or so it seems) and she doesn't walk or talk like anyone else.

when i got home she asked me to hang out. we talked for hours afterwards. i knew it. like i said, we were meant to be together. it just takes time. i believe in magic, and i believe that love makes magic. i believe love has worked its magic on me.

i'm still tired of waiting though. she's on my mind 24/7. i need to tell her soon. i've set a deadline for myself, I believe it's July 15th 2009 at 5:09pm. If I don't by then, then I don't know what I'm going to do with myself.

I know it'll be before then though. I would hate to jinx myself, I just want to believe that everything is going to turn out the way it's supposed to.

I can be myself around her. It's easy as pie. though pie isn't too easy. it just comes naturally i guess. i don't have to think hard of what to say, or be worrying about what to say and if i'll sound weird or cool or just stupid. i just act like.. steph.

i haven't talked to her in a few days.
i'm getting anxious.
we're going to watch scary movies
and stay up all night talking.
the days are going to go by slow until then though, because i'm impatient.
some would say i'm not.
i mean, i have been waiting for her since july.