Soul mates.

Do you believe in soulmates?
I sure do.

I think everyone has one person that they are meant to be with, and everyone meets that person, but not always do they realize that it's them who they were intended to love for the rest of their now sorrow lives.

I also think that sometimes one of us knows, but the other doesn't.


This exact thing is happening to me right now.
I know it. I know I'm supposed to be with this person. I haven't even met them in real life yet, but I know. It's unexplainable, the feeling. You can only understand if you are the one experiencing it. But I know that this person is who I am meant to be with. Many would say that, every time we are supposed to meet in person and end up not meeting is a sign that we aren't supposed to be together, but I just say it means she isn't ready.

I know for sure that I am though.

I have been waiting almost a year now and I can hardly take it any longer. I just want to say I love you all the time, I can hardly maintain a proper conversation for more than 3 minutes though. Her interest in me is limited, and in my eyes it is because I am not of her little group. "Scene" or whatever you may, I am far from it. She has colourful hair and cool clothes and shitloads of makeup, which I bet she would look just fine without. I have blond/brown hair, some pattern shirts and skinnies, and 2 pairs of shoes.

I wish that we coulde've started off non appearence based. I find that when I am online talking to people for quite awhile, then they turn out to me not very appealing to the eye, I still think they're absolutly irreplaceably fabulous.

I know we're meant to be together though.
No matter what I do I can't seem to make this feeling go away.
No matter how many flaws of hers someone points out to me I can always seem to look past them quite easily.
I guess when the time is right then she'll feel it too.
I'll just have to wait for now though.